Its the last few minutes of Feb 19 and yet I still can't drive away those thoughts of you from mine. Its been one year since you left, Daddy. Hows things ? I hope you're fine. Do drop by anytime in my dreams, I've been missin you. With lots of love, XOX.

Sometimes I can't adapt to all the reds, supposed reunion dinners, happy chinese songs, singing&celebrations, smiles and laughter all at once and it makes me wanna throw up. Such uneasiness.
I hate chinese new years.